@Apollo13 I had posted before about the same feeling of a 'rapist' with her. If she does not like something about the way you look, you will have a bad time. As I said before. It is gamble. With me it was not because I was fat, ugly, old, or married. I have muscles, younger and single. It was because I was because I was not white or European. I had stated in my email to her my country of origin, height, weight and age. Still she saw me and she avoided me.