keep it going bro, dont be scared about getting banned or anything like that, you won't. i believe everything you are saying, i also know she was getting a lot of money from you, thats why she kept doing all those crazy things with you in bed.. probably she did do her best to keep you close to her but that was just for your money. i hope you understand it at this moment that she was sticking with you for money, mostly for money if not only.